The areas of improvements occurring in my life are many. I am working on improving my time spent on the blog, my health, and mostly getting to know my son again. I am writing this under the influence of my nighttime meds, so will check it out tomorrow for corrections, and editing.
Today is the 16th. I have returned to “edit” as I said I would. This idea came from an ad I saw from Target, it said, “HAPPY YOU YEAR”. I knew right then this is the year for me, not in a selfish gonna get what I want way, but productive.
I just found out I have diabetes, so that in itself is a lifestyle change. And about my son, he is 34 this year, and it is time I see him as others do, a grown man, with life decisions of his own to make. In my eyes, he has always been my hero, the one that I will love unconditionally, whereas loving others always have conditions.
But it is time that I see his life as it is, an imperfect human, one that does his best to do for me. He reminds me that I can not do all the things I used to do, my bones are not strong as they once were. He will “get that” or “do this” thing I can not do for myself.
But it still made me mad when he took the ladder away so I couldn’t get on the roof to see where and why it was leaking.